solitude
Posted on | February 19, 2007 | 6 Comments
Until a couple of years ago, it wasn’t unusual for me to go an entire weekend without speaking face-to-face with another adult. Unless you count the cashier at the grocery store, and I didn’t. I hated it. I called my friends, I called my sister, I called my mom. I tried to fill my time, but mostly I was treading water until Monday, fighting feelings of loneliness, boredom and panicked frustration.
I wish I’d had my fiber obsession back then.
Now when I spend the rare weekend alone, it’s a treat. SB decided to go backpacking this weekend and since I was still recuperating from my sinus infection, I decided to stay home. I had so much fun! I knitted (finished the left front of my cardi and am about four inches from finishing the right front – next up are the sleeves, woo hoo!). I spun a full 4 oz. bobbin and about a third of a second. Saturday I dyed horrible colors and then redeemed myself by dyeing some halfway decent colorways yesterday. I watched the entire second season of The Office (I laughed) and Searching for Angela Shelton (I cried). I read. I drank coffee. I floated in the hot tub and watched the birds fly from tree to tree. I accidentally set off the house alarm. I cooked not a thing – I ate pizza and cereal and Triscuits with cheese and chocolate and coffee. I drank several beers. I was not responsible for anyone but myself and you know…it was nice. I would definitely not want to live that way every day, I love my husband and son and would be lost without them. But it was nice to have that solitude for a little while. I appreciate my alone time so much more now than just a short time ago.
This was my view most of the weekend. Somehow I managed not to eat the whole box of truffles.
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6 Responses to “solitude”




February 19th, 2007 @ 7:10 pm
That sounds like a good weekend — I envy you your view!
February 19th, 2007 @ 8:37 pm
Please teach me your secret for not eating the entire box of truffles. It would be nice to have sweets in the house, but if I know they are there they are toast. And gone.
February 19th, 2007 @ 11:06 pm
WHAT??? Left over truffles????
You are indeed right…..sometimes it is good to do absolutely nothing and then rest!!! L
It is definitely good to have time away from everyone from time to time!!
February 20th, 2007 @ 8:49 am
Gotta save some truffles for Monday…
*throws moonpies*
February 20th, 2007 @ 9:47 am
I can’t believe you didn’t bring any with you Sunday to share….No wait. I can. Those truffles are AMAZING. Your sweater looks even more gorgeous in person.
February 26th, 2007 @ 2:30 pm
Good God, I’d… I’d do lots of things for a weekend with a view of nothing but that. And maybe a beer in the evening.