solitude

Posted on | February 19, 2007 | 6 Comments

Until a couple of years ago, it wasn’t unusual for me to go an entire weekend without speaking face-to-face with another adult.  Unless you count the cashier at the grocery store, and I didn’t.  I hated it.  I called my friends, I called my sister, I called my mom.  I tried to fill my time, but mostly I was treading water until Monday, fighting feelings of loneliness, boredom and panicked frustration. 

I wish I’d had my fiber obsession back then.

Now when I spend the rare weekend alone, it’s a treat.  SB decided to go backpacking this weekend and since I was still recuperating from my sinus infection, I decided to stay home.  I had so much fun!  I knitted (finished the left front of my cardi and am about four inches from finishing the right front – next up are the sleeves, woo hoo!). I spun a full 4 oz. bobbin and about a third of a second. Saturday I dyed horrible colors and then redeemed myself by dyeing some halfway decent colorways yesterday.  I watched the entire second season of The Office (I laughed) and Searching for Angela Shelton (I cried).  I read.  I drank coffee.  I floated in the hot tub and watched the birds fly from tree to tree.  I accidentally set off the house alarm.  I cooked not a thing – I ate pizza and cereal and Triscuits with cheese and chocolate and coffee.  I drank several beers.  I was not responsible for anyone but myself and you know…it was nice.  I would definitely not want to live that way every day, I love my husband and son and would be lost without them.  But it was nice to have that solitude for a little while.  I appreciate my alone time so much more now than just a short time ago. 

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This was my view most of the weekend.  Somehow I managed not to eat the whole box of truffles. 

Comments

6 Responses to “solitude”

  1. Sarah
    February 19th, 2007 @ 7:10 pm

    That sounds like a good weekend — I envy you your view!

  2. kmkat
    February 19th, 2007 @ 8:37 pm

    Please teach me your secret for not eating the entire box of truffles. It would be nice to have sweets in the house, but if I know they are there they are toast. And gone.

  3. Crazy For Yarn In Alabama: Darlene
    February 19th, 2007 @ 11:06 pm

    WHAT??? Left over truffles????

    You are indeed right…..sometimes it is good to do absolutely nothing and then rest!!! L
    It is definitely good to have time away from everyone from time to time!!

  4. Emily
    February 20th, 2007 @ 8:49 am

    Gotta save some truffles for Monday…

    *throws moonpies*

  5. grace
    February 20th, 2007 @ 9:47 am

    I can’t believe you didn’t bring any with you Sunday to share….No wait. I can. Those truffles are AMAZING. Your sweater looks even more gorgeous in person.

  6. Abby Franquemont
    February 26th, 2007 @ 2:30 pm

    Good God, I’d… I’d do lots of things for a weekend with a view of nothing but that. And maybe a beer in the evening.