Hurrah!
Posted on | February 1, 2007 | 3 Comments
I’m back among the living. For the past two days I’ve had migraine headaches and the stomach virus my son had last week – no fun! The migraines were unrelated to the virus; I believe they are due to hormonal fluctuations. I haven’t talked about the wonderful (roll of eyes) effects of getting older, I’ve opted to keep those experiences to myself, but I have to say – it can royally suck. I guess I’m going to talk about it now.
Last winter, I hit bottom. We’d had an incredibly stressful year and it all hit home. At least, that’s what I thought was going on and the reason I wanted to do nothing but knit, knit, knit all day, all night. I didn’t want to cook dinner, I didn’t want to clean, I didn’t want to spend time with anyone. I just wanted to withdraw into myself. And I’m sure that the stressful events we’d gone through were partly responsible for my reclusiveness, but it finally dawned on me – oh, around April – that Aunti Flo hadn’t come to see me for several months. Ah-ha! Could it be? My God, I was only 41 – didn’t that stuff happen to 50-something, Edith Bunker types? I couldn’t believe it, but blood work revealed that I had the testosterone level of an 82 year old woman. Lovely. No wonder I felt like crap all the time!
But what to do about it? I knew about synthetic hormones and that they helped with perimenopausal symptoms, but I also knew about the side effects and possible link to breast cancer. I didn’t want to go that route. I’ve always hated taking medicine unless it was absolutely necessary. I’ll even suffer with a headache for hours before giving in to an aspirin, thinking it will go away on its own. I started researching natural alternatives and one google search blew me away – so many options I knew nothing about and no idea where to start. I asked the opinion of a friend who is very knowledgeable about herbal remedies and in the past month she had learned of an alternative to synthetic hormones – Sotto Pelle natural hormone replacement. I went to see her doctor and decided it was worth a shot, so I’ve been on plant-based hormone replacements since last May. Within a week, SB said I was like my old self. Hallelujah! But – you still have to stay on top of it and when the “Pellets of Power” (as I’ve dubbed them) begin to wane, it’s time to go back or you’ll find yourself back in the wanna-hole-up-everybody-go-away-and-leave-me-alone-where’s-my-knitting/spinning mindset. I’ve been teetering on that edge for about a month, but went to see my doctor yesterday and already feel better today. So, hurray!
I write this not because I think anyone’s interested (I don’t find it particularly interesting, myself) but in case anyone else is going through the same thing. If you’ve read this far, here’s something pretty to look at! These are some pictures of the roving I dyed last Saturday and how some of it’s spinning up:
8 oz. California Variegated Mutant – not terribly happy with this. I can’t remember what I was going for, but this isn’t it.
8 oz. merino/silk – it’s more aqua than it appears here. Robin’s Egg Blue with speckles is what I wanted and I’ll probably overdye this, but it’s SO soft that I had to spin some up. It is pretty, I may just leave it alone.
I dyed a pound of mill’s ends with two different shades of red and really like the way it came out. The roving was in pretty bad shape though, mostly bits and pieces which make it difficult to photograph as it looks like a clump of fiber rather than pretty, braided roving. But it spins up nicely, so I won’t complain too much:
I have another almost-full bobbin which I hope to ply with this tonight. I think it’ll have a nice tone-on-tone effect and I may dye enough of it for a sweater. I don’t know, do you think it’d be pretty as a sweater? Definitely Valentine-y.
I’m three quarters done with a pair of mittens, but I’m not going to show a picture until they’re finished. Soon.
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3 Responses to “Hurrah!”




February 1st, 2007 @ 12:49 pm
I was also 41! I have tried EVERYTHING and find that it all makes me sick or causes too many side effects. At least you found something to take the edge off.
The roving is beautiful! I love the green and red especially!
February 1st, 2007 @ 9:41 pm
Just gorgeous, gorgeous spun roving. You have a talent for dying. I think the pink will make a very nice sweater. If you ply it, what weight will it be? Re: Auntie Flo (too funny…I’ve never heard it called that before). I still see her every month, but have been experience some of those symptoms. I definitely had the stress and grief experience with my DH’s illness. So glad you have found something that works for the hormone imbalance. I’d love to have more info on this plant hormone replacement thing. Please forward some links or something if you don’t mind. I’ll be thinking of you:)
Ang
February 2nd, 2007 @ 5:21 am
The roving is beautiful – the yarn you spun from the mill ends is really gorgeous!